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As I sit at my desk at work listening to the voice of Michael Jackson I am moved to tears that we, music lovers, have lost this amazing talent.
Every single one of his songs was sung with an emotion so rooted you couldn’t help but feel it.
As part of the public we must remember that before he was our music icon…he was a son, a brother, a friend.
May his family find peace in the love that is felt worldwide…
xoxo
Why is it that whenever I make a decision, live with it for a few days, weeks, months and then decide to ummmm….make another decision I get treated like I don’t know what I am doing and am constantly told that I am doing the wrong things…WTF???
Do you live in my shoes?
Do you echo my shadow?
What’s worse is that this treatment comes from those that are supposed to have my back…my friends, my family. These are the same people that can criticize me, saying “Well if you had stuck with this that wouldn’t be happening.”, yet these are the people that haven’t done shit to end their own complaining.
It gets to the point that I don’t want to share anything with anyone…well except with you guys…
And I can…wooohoooo……gotta love technology!!! 
I am testing to see if I can REALLY post via phone…
I’m working on my dreams becoming a reality…while I work in reality while dreaming…
I have something to tell you…in the next coming days…there will be a new addition to my blog family…I’m was reading over the weekend and it hit me…I need to be writing a blog on…you are going to have to stay tuned to find out…xoxo
to those that actually read this blog…please understand that I am MULTIPLE what I write here is just a fraction of what goes through my mind…not an absolute truth
It’s a roller coaster
Start as friends knowing you will turn into lovers
Lovers in a world of their own break off when one wants to expand the options
Left to either lose that lover, first that friend you stick around balancing your feelings
Your actions speak of love but your words border on indifference
You can feel the suffocating weight of yourself falling deeper and deeper into this person that doesn’t want you as whole, keeps you at a distance
You back off, space, not because you really want it, you really need it
How foolish will you seem if you fell for someone when you were clearly told that what you want they don’t
Yet life works its way in between…a friend is needed and despite what you know is best for you…you offer what has always been there for the taking…your heart
Much like before it isn’t wanted … safe guarding your heart…you find yourself rejected because you were performing a balancing act and fell chest first
