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Attention is such an underrated drug. So sneaky and lethal, its essence wraps a cloak around you, constricting your thought process.
Not much else matters when a person has the attention of another or when a person is trying to gain the attention of another.
It becomes a one sided battle…you’re drowning in the attention you receive yet you feel as if you are hanging on a life preserver because you are trying to gain more and more and more.
The question was simple enough…maybe that was the problem…that it was too simple and it threw him…confused him.
The answer he gave back certainly threw me and confused me.
Either I don’t ask enough questions.
Or I ask too many.
It seems that I can’t win…because that is the way he is…
No tiptoeing around it…just walk away…away…and away.
I need to find the road to pleasure and true happiness…While hundreds if not thousands hate what they do for a living I refuse to be one of them.
Lately I have been taking pleasure and true happiness in the little things… an afternoon spent reading, listening to my favorite song over and over again…laughing at a long ago joke.
I remind myself that life isn’t easy. I must focus. I must be smart. I must take my time…before I know it I will be on the road to pleasure and true happiness…
