Yes I am one of those people that if I say I am going to do something…6 times out of 10 I usually find a way to back out of it.

That is a horrible thing to admit about yourself…but I feel the need to be honest today.

Why???

Because right now I am in a situation where I feel the pull of my inner self…telling me that although I had agreed to something if I am crafty enough…which the good Lord knows that I am… I will find a way out of it.

I am such “the grass is greener” person.

I think what I really need to do is take a BIG, HUGE step back and look at my situation from all sides.

Damn it!!! I hate thinking rationally.